This belief isn’t always loud. It shows up in the silence—when you default to passivity, avoid decisions, or hand over power to others without realizing it.
It sounds like:
- “Nothing I do makes a difference.”
- “Other people always decide.”
- “I just go with it—it’s easier.”
- “Everything feels out of my hands.”
- “I’m just along for the ride.”
This belief doesn’t mean you lack capability. It means your nervous system learned that agency wasn’t safe—or didn’t matter.
What It Sounds Like Internally:
You might not resist change—you just don’t believe you can shape it.
- “I’ll just let them choose.”
- “It won’t really matter what I say.”
- “I don’t even know what I want.”
- “They’ll figure it out.”
- “I’m fine with whatever.”
Where It Shows Up:
This belief often wears the mask of being “easygoing.” But underneath is emotional detachment—and resignation.
- Avoiding decision-making or preference-setting
- Defaulting to others in relationships, work, or planning
- Feeling incapable of making change—even when deeply dissatisfied
- Letting life “happen to you” rather than shaping your direction
- Downplaying goals or desires to avoid disappointment
It often forms in:
- Households with rigid or authoritarian rules
- Environments where personal agency was dismissed or punished
- Chaotic homes where consistency was unreliable
- Relationships where asserting self came with consequences
What It Can Lead To:
When the belief “I’m not in control” runs the show, direction becomes disconnection.
- Loss of identity or personal vision
- Underlying anger that leaks out passively
- Disengagement from goals, relationships, or self-care
- Feeling stuck but not taking action
- Anxiety masked by numbness or detachment
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Emotional Triggers:
- Being told what to do without input
- Watching others make choices that affect you
- Being expected to perform without autonomy
- Situations that require long-term planning or assertiveness
- Feeling like your voice doesn’t change outcomes
Related Beliefs:
- I am powerless
- I don’t matter
- I’m not capable
- What I want doesn’t matter
What Therapy Targets:
We don’t just teach you how to make decisions—we rewire the belief that says they don’t matter. Identity-Level Therapy and Pattern Reconditioning work to restore internal agency and reconnect you with direction, choice, and meaningful action.
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